Good enough. *Unzips*
I know it’s not all that cool for guys to open up emotionally and be vulnerable, but dammit, I’m drunk and feeling bummed.
I miss the not directly sexual physical intimacy I had with my ex. For example, after sexytimes, she’d often fall asleep on top of me with her head resting on my chest and I’d just hug her body close to mine. I could smell her hair, feel her soft breathing on my chest, I’d run my hands up and down her back and just soak up every beautiful contour. If I needed to roll over to my side I’d just hold her tighter as I did, and then cradle her head on my arm and play with her hair. Nothing sexual about it, just appreciating the closeness and physical touch, you know?
I just really miss that, and where I’m living there aren’t many eligible ladies of interest so I’ve gone 8mo without that kind of contact and after having it and now being without, it just feels bad man.
Go back to your memes, I just feel sad tonight and for some reason my happy drunk self is hiding.
@Sven and Otar, falling asleep with some one activates a kind of chemical that add safety and love towards a person making you more attached to them, trust me try it with a random person, just take a nap, prolonged togetherness with sleeping “just actually sleeping” makes that bond stronger so this is natural, and not having it there makes your brain yearn for it so don’t worry dude happens to everyone
@Sven and Otar, who said it’s not okay for guys to open up emotionally. Jerks did. Keep letting them out my friend.
When you have intimacy with a person, you actually give them a portion of your soul to share. That’s what sex was designed for; the reason it’s supposed to be for marriage, when 2 have vowed to never leave each other. That’s a wound in your heart that will never be healed. Next time you find a wonderful woman, try to make it your last sexual partner, so that the hole in your heart will hurt less for the rest of your life.
That would’ve been really wierd