Wonder where they came from
I've been really really confused as of late. My life is crazy tumultuous and I don't know what to do with myself. Today, I just realized that I have an addiction to finding my "flow state". I love to get lost in an activity. Although I just haven't found the right one. I try and fill the time with meaningless gratification like scrolling through Instagram or reading manga. And sometimes I'll follow a passion like drawing or trying to produce music. Even being fully absorbed into college and my social life. Nothing seems to stick. I'm not trying to go on about "depression" or what not. In fact, I've never been happier. I'm just.... Lost. I'm sorry about this needless rant. Just wanted to get it out there. Continue your scrolling.
@Rodestarr, there is nothing wrong with being a little lost as long as it's not anxiety that has you out of sorts.
@Rodestarr, I dont know how old you are, however you got all the time in the world. Just try something new everyday. You'll find what it is youre passionate about.. I'm still searching also.
@Rodestarr, Search for "Jordan Peterson" on youtube. He has some interesting lessons about life and meaning and stuff. Just dont watch the interviews he did. They just give you stomache ache.
@Rodestarr, We’re all lost. We are sheep in need of a Shepard. Jesus loves you and wants the best for you. He will provide direction for your life if you let him. Pray to him sometime. You won’t regret it.
@Rodestarr Sauce me up some of that happiness fam my life is a mess.
@ Mr Cuymenq, tell me about it.
And they keep growing
Nothing worse than when you finally have your life figured out. You know, be in love, get married, buy a house, have kids and cars, and finally get financially stable.. And then have it taken away forcing you to have to work on yourself. Even though you're too young to be going through any of this shjt.
@MagnumSizedDong, I feel that. Having to start from scratch is such a horrible feeling, honestly. But people have to do it every day, and you’re not alone. I’m picking up the pieces of my life and they don’t quite fit together the same anymore. Whoever/wherever you are, you got this.
@The Common Shaman, support everywhere, feels good . You too man. The wait is the worst part
@MagnumSizedDong, true that..