I don't want this on the front page cuz politics, I just want to mess with ajunta pall
Ah heck! 18? Bud, take it from a 32 year old, I've been pretty damn pessimistic my whole life. I still hate pretty much everything, 2 tours in Iraq, divorced on my 2nd tour, been homeless for about 2 years, family dying left and right from various cancers... He'll my dad died last year and I was fired from my job of 8 years as well. But I would not EVER take my own life. There are too many people out there I have yet to pissed off. This world is cruel, of that there is no doubt.
Hey guys should I steal all of the medicine in my medicine cabinets, run deep into the woods and OD and not be found for a couple of weeks?
@Downvote Trash, um, no, why would you do such a thing?
@K1lgore, Dunno. Feel like it.
@Downvote Trash, Need to talk pal?
@K1lgore, I dunno. I just get really down over the smallest, silliest things. Like for example I was walking home from work, singing aloud when a a cute girl passed me from behind and gave me a "wow what a loser" look and I just... I don't know.
@Downvote Trash, maybe if I get that upset over nothing I'm supposed to die. Seems pretty Darwinian to me. Not exactly the best trait to pass on
@Downvote Trash, That is, of course, implying that I can find someone with which to create someone with our genes, which is highly unlikely.
@Downvote Trash, Ok dude, I can't tell if you're serious or trolling, but i'll give the benefit of doubt. What you think ot yourself is not true. If you're suffering through something get some help, like family, a friend, a teacher or a doctor, just somebody. I can't help much because I don't know your situation but what I can say say is that suicide is never the way out. You have one life, make the best of it. Plus, don't take how some random person judges you seriously, be yourself, sing outloud to your favorite jam and fvck anyone who judges you for it.
@K1lgore, I wish it were that simple man, but thank you for the kind words.
@Downvote Trash, It can be man, maybe the details will be more complicated, but get help, if you are genuinely considering killing yourself, get a doctor. Things can always get better, no matter what it is, it can. The chances of you, or anyone of us being on this planet are so crazyily low it's mind-blowing. Im not someone who believes in destiny and that stuff, but I do believe is that you are here and you deserve to and should make the best of it with what you got. Like I said, you have one life, and you have the chance to make it amazing, no matter where you are now
@Downvote Trash, people = shjt. Don't off yourself on account of some dumb chick. How old are you?
@SeelenVerKaufer , I'd be a bit of an idiot if I killed myself over one look. I've been like this for years. Ever since 6th grade. I'm 18 now.
@Downvote Trash, no matter how bad or how terrible people seem, it can and it will get better. It sounds really dumb, but if you can manage to write down one or two or three good things that happened that day right before you sleep, it will work wonders. Getting into that positive mindset before bed really helps you stabilize your feelings from the day.
As for the whole natural selection bit, I used to feel that way because I have a bunch of shjt genetic stuff (scoliosis, cholesterol, cancer susceptibility, alzheimers likelihood) but even as I thought that, I found someone who makes me forget about all that, and he's my best friend.
If it's all not helping, reach out to people close to you for help. Parents and family if you've got them, or any emotional or medical help center. There are people out there that want to see you happy and alive.
@Spudbee, I've been talking to my friends tonight, and they've been really supportive, and convinced me to talk to my parents and see a doctor. Thank you guys for being nice to a whinny teen on the internet.
@Downvote Trash, glad to hear it man. I too was once a whiny teen in the Internet. Best of luck
@Downvote Trash, Im a little late, but im glad you are getting help. Anything for a fellow FP user.